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Happy Birthday, Joel!
I love you, baby.
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[14 Feb 2006|06:39am] |
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Happy, Happy Valentine's Day!
I love you.
You'll get your BIG present tonight but I left a few surprises around the house.
Your loving husband,
Bryan
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| For my husband, |
[07 Jan 2006|11:08am] |
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Now that I have found you
In the coolth of your evening smile
The shade of your parasol
And your love flows through me
Though I drink at your pool
I burn for you
I burn for you
You and I are lovers
And nighttime falls around our bed
In peace we sleep entwined
And your love flows through me
Though an ocean soothes me head
I burn for you
I burn for you
Stars will fall from dark skies
As ancient rocks are turning
Quiet fills the room
And your love flows through me
Though I lie here so still
I burn for you
I burn for you
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[02 Jan 2006|11:44am] |
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Timothy and I are spending the day drawing with the new markers that he got in his Christmas stocking. We're going to post them later. We also have new pictures of the twins.
I love you, Joel.
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[23 Dec 2005|12:20am] |
I'm going to do some ass kicking. Texas style.... that means with my boots on.
Here's some career advice: Write a theme song for WWF or sing "Call Me" for a cellphone commercial. *cough* Pose for PlayDad *coughs*
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[13 Dec 2005|10:33pm] |
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Yesterday on the way home from the library, our minivan broke down. We were stuck in the van for 2 hours waiting for AAA to come and take care of that piece of shit minivan. Joel kept trying to get a hold of Benji or Justin to come pick us up but we couldn't reach either of them. By the time we got home, ALL of us were cranky and tired and HUNGRY.
I should have been more sensative towards Joel but instead I blamed him for deciding to take the minivan instead of our truck. And then I made some comments about the minivan that Benji bought for us. Which I knew was uncalled for. So, he went to bed but I wasn't finished fighting. He finally locked me out of the bedroom and I slept on the couch. It was the first night we spent apart in our entire marriage.
I didn't get any sleep on the couch. I was angry at him for locking me out and pissed off at myself for being so mean and stubborn. Here he is, pregnant with our child and I treated him like shit. It wasn't his fault that the van broke down and it took so long to get it fixed. And it wasn't his fault that Benji wasn't home. So, this morning I had breakfast waiting for him when he finally came out of our room. All our favorites... pancakes, whipped cream, strawberries... OJ served in our anniversary crytal. But he ignored me and opened up a box of Poptarts instead.
He sat there, nibbling on his Poptart and pouting... just to drive me insane! Until I sat next to him and pulled him onto my lap. I told him over and over again how sorry I was... and that I never should have treated him that way. He started to cry and pout in my arms, telling me how cold he was in bed without me last night. I ended up carrying him back to our bed and we made love all morning. Slowly, passionately like it was our first time again.
Never again in my life will I go to bed angry at my husband.
Never again will I forget the sacrifices that he's making in order to give me another child.
I love YOU, Joel.
Only you. Always and forever.
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[11 Dec 2005|12:53am] |
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Yesterday I promised to update about Timothy's school. He's been in the preschool program for exceptional children for about a year now. In January, he's going to be going to school 5 mornings a week instead of 3. Joel and I've been going in and helping out in his class a couple mornings. But this week Joel didn't go because he wasn't feeling up to it. He's been getting tired as he's getting further along with this pregnancy. For some reason, he seems to be more tired, more hungry, more everything with this baby.
Timothy's teacher pulled me aside on Friday as I was leaving the classroom. She told me how pleased she is with him. That he is a nice sweet boy who gets along with all of the children in his class. She made a point to tell me that I was doing a great job raising him. I loved that! I reminded her that most of the credit goes to Joel and Benji. Justin and I are damn lucky to be a part of these children's lives.
AJ and I still have our Gymboree and Dunkin Donut outings every week. I think he's going to be a lead singer like Joel and me. Or he might become a producer like me. I've been taking the twins to the studio with me so that Joel can get some time to rest. AJ likes to play with the studio audio controls! RJ is becoming a little diva. She's got a really sweet singing voice and she likes to dance!
BJ is still Timothy's little shadow. He waits at the window until Timothy gets home from school every day. CJ still has his appetite! and JJ hasn't stopped his Dadda Joel obsession.
I love you, baby.
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[10 Dec 2005|08:04pm] |
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*cuddled on the couch with Joel and watching animal planet*
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| the show last night |
[09 Dec 2005|11:01pm] |
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Joel and I went to see John playing last night. We got to the show a little late because JJ wouldn't let Joel out of his sight. So, we had to wait until he fell asleep before we could head out to the venue.
I can't even describe how it felt to introduce Joel to John again. This time as my husband instead of my boyfriend. The last time they saw each other was right before Joel and I broke up. Joel and I were having another fight that was instigated by Benji and he stormed off the bus AGAIN. Everyone knows what happened after that. My relationship with Joel broke up and so did my band. And I haven't seen John since then.
The venue was so crowded but we finally made our way over to the side of the stage. And John was standing there watching the opening band with his crew. I crept up behind him and grabbed him. Scared the shit out of him too. Joel was standing off to the side... looking adorable and cutely pregnant in my UU hoodie. So, I set John down in front of my husband and introduced Mr. Joel Rueben Scott-Madden.
We stood at the side of the stage the entire show. I kept my arms around Joel the entire time as he stood in front of me. He said the baby kept kicking him during the show. I think our baby is going to be a metal head like her old man. Or his old man.
Joel wanted to crowd surf but I wouldn't let him. Obviously. I think he may have just wanted some attention.... which he got right after the show.... in the closet.
We ended up hanging out on the bus with the guys from John's band until they needed to head out for the next venue. Everyone was drinking Yeager and Joel pouted since I wouldn't let him have any. I didn't have any either since Joel couldn't. The pouting really turned me on so we ended up fucking again in the janitor's closet. John and his bandmates followed us and ended up banging on the door just as we started to cum. Which is JUST what John and Patrick and Josh used to do when UU was together.
I miss being onstage. I miss performing in front of a crowd. And hearing the fans singing the songs that I wrote.
Joel wants me in bed with him now, so I'll have to let everyone know tomorrow what Timothy's teacher said about him.
And I think we found the perfect baby name!
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| I love you, Joel. |
[08 Dec 2005|03:42pm] |
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I'm taking Joel to a show tonight to meet an old friend.
We need a night out.
Just us.
Only us.
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[07 Dec 2005|11:41pm] |
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[03 Dec 2005|01:01pm] |
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BryansMuse: *at the library with Timothy, helping him choose books*
meXXjoel: *playing in the kids area with the twins and BJ... sees the childrens librarian come up to you to talk*
BryansMuse: *smiles at her as she suggests some books that Timothy might like.. as she stands really close to me*
meXXjoel: *ignores the twins as they start to throw blocks at each other*... *STARING AT THE SLUT LIBRARIAN*
BryansMuse: *smiles a little as she flips her hair back and laughs at everything I say*
meXXjoel: *gets up, with my big belly and comes over*
BryansMuse: *feels her place her hand on my chest as she tells me that my son is adorable*
meXXjoel: *clears my throat at YOU LOUDLY*
BryansMuse: *reaches for your hand* Baby! This is... *looks at her name badge* ... Brittney...
meXXjoel: Hi, BRITtney *says her name a little harsh*
BryansMuse: *sees her give you a sneer, then hand me a slip of paper before going back to her desk*
meXXjoel: *snickers.. looks at you and grins, kissing you*
BryansMuse: *wraps my arms around you* Let's make love between the bookshelves.
meXXjoel: *giggles and kisses your neck* how 'bout we do that when it's NOT storytime?
BryansMuse: *whispers as BJ starts ripping pages out of a Dr. Suess book* How bout we put in a library at our house?
meXXjoel: *smiles as I keep kissing you* ok
meXXjoel: *knows the kids will ALWAYS want to come back to this one though* ... *probably because they like the slut librarian that wants my husband*
BryansMuse: *glances over and blushes when she winks at me* ...*leans down and kisses you hungrily, makeing sure that she sees my tongue sliding into your mouth*
meXXjoel: *rubs over your back then moves my hands down and grabs your butt*
BryansMuse: *knows she's staring at us as we check out all the books and videos with the babies who toddle out with us*
meXXjoel: *pays for the dr suess book that now belongs to BJ*
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[01 Dec 2005|10:38pm] |
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Joel is sick and I'm really worried. He's been throwing up for the past 24 hours. He's going to have a sonogram tomorrow and the doctor wants to do some more blood work. He never threw up this much with the other babies.
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[27 Nov 2005|10:39pm] |
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I tied Joel up tonight with my belt. So, he had to use his toes to pull my hair. I'm married to the most amazing and talented man on earth!!!!!
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[27 Nov 2005|11:44am] |
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Today Jeff, Joel and I are going to spend the afternoon watching football. Jeff owes me money from losing the bet on the Dallas Cowgirls game. Rachel seems to be flirting with him a lot these days. She's got him wrapped around her little finger just like another Madden girl we all know and love.
Joel and I were pretty mad that Jeff and Sarah never showed up to babysit the other night. But if we don't get our night alone very soon, I'm returning the package to the store.
AJ and I have been going to Gymboree twice a week. Then, afterwards we go to Dunkin Donuts and I buy him a box of Munchkins and a strawberry milk. Next week, Joel wants to come with us and bring Rachel. He's convinced that the moms in the class are hitting on me.
( some family pictures )
I love you, Joel
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[25 Nov 2005|12:24am] |
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I have a lot to be thankful for....
Godd has given me a beautiful family to love and to care for.
Joel is the most amazing husband, lover and soulmate. Our babies are blessed to have such a perfect daddy. He spent the entire morning cooking our Thanksgiving dinner. The only thing he would let me do was to clean out the crap from the inside of the turkeys since they were making him queasy. He ate an entire can of cranberry sauce for breakfast.
We had a full house this year. 7 babies... 3 in booster seats and 3 in high chairs... Joel held Teddy for most of the meal. AND... we played footsie under the table. He had the hugest grin on his face the entire meal because my foot ended up traveling NORTH.
I don't know how it started because I was in the middle of a conversation with Justin... but somehow mashed potatoes were thrown across the table and landed in Sarah's eye. Before we knew it Timothy, RJ, AJ and BJ were throwing their food at each other. One of Justin's dad's started laughing and the other one just looked stunned. Benji had the babies flicking peas off their spoon at Joel. So, Joel starting throwing dinner rolls at Benji's head. I sat back with Jeff and enjoyed the show. Then MOM came in from the kitchen and started yelling. She got hit with the peas and the rolls! So, take a guess who both got grounded. *giggles* Tony managed to sheild JJ and CJ from the food that was flying but I did see Benji throw some peas at him.
I'm hiring a crew to come out to the house to clean up the dining room and repaint the walls.
After we got the babies bathed and into bed, Joel and I relaxed in our room with some sparkling grape juice and cuddled and kissed and talked. I really enjoyed the kissing and the holding tonight. It was something we both just NEEDED. This baby is going to be our last one... whether its a boy or a girl. So, I'm going to focus on pampering Joel for the rest of this pregnancy.
I love you, Joel...
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[20 Nov 2005|10:15pm] |
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I'm married to the MOST BEAUTIFUL man on this earth.
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[17 Nov 2005|10:37pm] |
Last night was incredible. Joel and I really needed some time to just focus on each other.
The babies are growing up too fast. BJ is Timothy's little shadow... following him around everywhere and imitating everything he does. This afternoon, Joel and I put the CD player on and the two of them played rockstars. They had a very captive audience. Joel and I sat on the couch and watched as we fed JJ and CJ. I think RJ is going to be their groupie and AJ will be their manager.
My new favorite spot on Joel is his round belly. I still like the name Joelle for a girl and I have some ideas about a boy's name.... but I need to talk to Joel about it before I get my hopes up.
I'm taking AJ to Gymboree tomorrow. We need some AJ and Baa time. When we get home, Joel and I are having a tea party with Rachel.
I love you, Joel. You are beautiful.
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| *leaves a note for the babysitters* |
[16 Nov 2005|07:12pm] |
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Sarah and Jeff,
Pretend we're not even home.
Don't listen outside our bedroom door.
Give CJ and JJ their bottles.
Timothy, AJ, Rachel and BJ can have ice cream.
Be sure to change the babies and make sure Timothy and the twins use the potty before bed.
Brush their teeth!
Bedtime is at 8!
We love you both!
Thank you!
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